BON DIA BONICA…

FIRST OF ALL, I HOPE YOU WERE ABLE TO REST LAST NIGHT. AND I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY. I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR CRY EMOJI, AND HOW I WISH I COULD DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE THAT. AND I KNOW I CAN. BECAUSE THE MOMENT WE ARE TOGETHER I'LL FIGHT EVERY FIGHT ALONGSIDE YOU WITH A DETERMINATION THAT WILL NEVER BE MATCHED. AND I'M SURE THAT WITH THAT, AND WITH OUR LOVE. WE'LL OVERCOME ANYTHING THAT LIFE THROWS AT US. AND WE'LL BLOSSOM. WE'LL THRIVE. BECAUSE WE ARE UNSTOPPABLE WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER. AND THE WORLD SEEMS MERELY A DISTRACTION. SOMETHING SMALL. COMPARED TO HOW BIG WE ARE.

ONE THING THAT THIS TIME OF REFLECTION HAS MADE ME REALIZE IS THAT THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU GOES BEYOND ANY PHYSICAL OR MENTAL CONNECTION. THIS LOVE… IT TOUCHES ON SOMETHING DEEPER. SOMETHING BIGGER. SOMETHING PURER. BECAUSE OUR SOULS ARE CONNECTED TO THE POINT WHERE, EVEN IF OUR BODIES HAVEN'T CAUGHT UP YET… OUR SOULS HAVE. AND THOSE SOULS, THEY HAVE BECOME ONE. SO YOUR HAPPINESS, SADNESS AND JOY. THEY ARE ALL MINE AS WELL. AND THAT CREATES THIS DETERMINATION AND THIS PASSION. TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. TO BRING YOU JOY. BECAUSE IF YOU ARE. I AM. AND I'D GIVE EVERYTHING UP FOR THAT TO HAPPEN. BECAUSE YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING TO ME.

NOW… TODAY'S UPDATE MAY BE A LITTLE WEIRD… BUT IT WAS JUST A WEEK AGO THAT WE MELTED TOGETHER IN BARCELONA. AND TWO WEEKS AGO THAT I LEFT AND YOU PROBABLY STARTED LISTENING TO THE IPOD.

SO I WANTED TO SOMEHOW CONNECT THOSE TWO THINGS BY REMEMBERING MOMENTS OF THE PAST, AND PUTTING THEM INTO OUR TINY LITTLE RADIO STATIONS.

THE AUDIOS ENDED UP BEING SADDER THAN I ANTICIPATED… SPECIALLY THE INTRO AND THE OUTRO… SO FEEL FREE TO SKIP THEM. BUT I THINK THE BONUS ONE WAS PRETTY CUTE. SO IF YOU JUST WANT TO LISTEN TO ONE, LISTEN TO THAT ONE.

REGARDLESS… I HOPE YOU ENJOY THEM. IT WARMED MY HEART REMEMBERING TINY LITTLE MOMENTS THAT WE'VE LIVED. MOMENTS OF COMPASSION, OF LEARNING FROM EACH OTHER. FUN MOMENTS. AND MOMENTS WHERE, IN GENERAL, THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERED WAS US. WHICH IS HOW I FEEL LIKE WHEN I'M WITH YOU.

ONE LAST THING: SOME ENDED UP BEING PRETTY LONG, SO I'LL PUT THE DURATIONS HERE AS WELL… BUT AGAIN… FEEL FREE TO SKIP THEM, I DON'T WANT TO ADD MORE BURDEN TO YOU, AND I CAN ALWAYS SAY THIS FACE TO FACE AT SOME POINT (:

INTRO: 9 MIN
CONWAY: 3 MIN
GUALALA: 3 MIN
AGI: 2 MIN
BIRTHDAY: 3 MIN
BARCELONA: 3 MIN
OUTRO: 4 MIN
BONUS: 5 MIN · IF YOU ONLY LISTEN TO ONE, LISTEN TO THIS ONE

TO CHANGE STATION. WHEN IT'S ON, ROTATE THE DIAL AND PRESS THE ORANGE BUTTON TWICE (OFF THEN ON).

IF YOU END UP LISTENING. I HOPE THEY MAKE YOUR DAY A BIT BRIGHTER.

I LOVE YOU HOUDA…
LIKE I'VE NEVER… EVER LOVED…
AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY…
OR AT LEAST A BIT BETTER THAN YESTERDAY…
I DEEPLY MISS YOU…
AND I TRULY MISS BEING WITH YOU…
AND HEARING YOUR VOICE…
AND SEEING YOUR EYES…
AND SENSING YOUR SMILE…
AND HEARING YOUR LAUGHTER…
AND BEING IN YOUR ARMS…
AND COMFORTING EACH OTHER…
AND MAKING EVERYTHING BE ALRIGHT.
BECAUSE WE DO.